i saved earth etc

OH HELLOO IT'S BEEN LIKE 3 MONTHS, LOL

...I've been active on my tumblr, though. >> OBSCURE BINOCULARS

Sssooo what's hip and happening.

...too much I can't remember everything.

- Somebody gave me a compliment of my blog. She was from my school and a complete stranger and I was reaaally puzzled when she just randomly told me that she likes my blog. If you happen to read this, thank you a ton!

- Today was Earth Hour and I remembered spending last year's with my ex. I burned my hair. Has it really been that long? Anyway, my current bf promised to spend Earth Hour 2013 with me.

- My bf has to study and it drives me crazy and I turn into monster and asdsddfdfgsfasd dating is too hard, especially when there's 165km and his entrance exams so we can't really meet. And when we meet, it's practise time. I mean musical practise, so no alone cuddly-wuddly-time. (BTW, I got 259/299 points from my English final exam. Now I just wish YTL would give me Eximia Cum Laude, the second best grade one can get...)

- As I mentioned above, musical practises have started again! Soooo Gin! the musical is here to stay, yay ;D Another set of months filled with singing, dancing, frustration, achievements, money problems, sweat, smiley faces and love... and a lot of bears and dogs ! The show will include a lot of new stuff and it will take place in Kuopio's Animecon on July, 14th-15th.

- I'm addicted to My Little Pony, Friendship is Magic. At first I was like "OMG WHY DO THESE PONIES LOOK SO STUPID WHY ARE THEY POPULAR OMG." and then I was like "This is the greates thing ever." .....just go and watch it, it's nothing like the 80s episodes. Actually, watch the first two pilot episodes of My Little Pony from the 80s. They include sea ponies (SHOOBEDOO), weed and slavery. It's some deep shit.

- I'm in a D E S P E R A T E need of a summer job. I have to pay my rent and travel to Helsinki almost every weekend. And eat. I have money saved up and I'll get help from my family if I need but still, I have to get a job. I'll have an interview next week and I really, really have to invest in it. That job would be a dream come true and I needn't worry anymore. Just please, let me get a job after stressing myself like hell. Please.

Arrrr now I'm tired and frustrated so no photos or whatsoever. :'D

smother

How do you do.

I baked cinnamon buns today! 40 total, but only 39 survived 'til the end. Today was such and grey and miserable day. I was feeling down and I thought that I could bake... Yeah.

Also, I went through some photos JiiBee took from our musical. It made me feel so much better.

Random dance after the actual show. We ♥ Kokoro no Kiba!

Father & son moment with crazy huskys : D

Partying in Hokkaido-style!

Well, that's about it for today.

Olen taas kattanut lautaset kahdelle huvikseen vaan,

vaikka tiedän, että kolmeen viikkoon et oo kotonakaan

life is musical

It's over.

Yet I don't feel like it's over. Our musical I mean. Our long-term project, Hopeanuoli!musikaali. (Ginga: Nagareboshi Gin!musical/Silver Fang!musical).

Last Friday everything was a complete mess. Our microphones didn't work, we had problems with lights and timing the music, the head of our Akakabuto kept on dropping, the cardboard bears were unfinished... To cut a long stroy short: we didn't have a decent, complete dress rehearsal.

So, on Saturday afternoon we tried the cardboard bear battle, we didn't have time to go through the whole musical. I sewed the head of Akakabuto with our Wilson and we didn't have time to test it on stage.

Then the workers let the audience in. I had checked before, there was quite a line behind those doors. After the show I heard that every seat was taken, the VIP balcony was full, people were even standing there and in the end of the rows, some even sat on the stairs even though it was forbidden and still, over 50 people (some say over hundred, some even more...) couldn't get in.

When it started I was nervous. Nervous if the audience would like the musical or not. But when they clapped hands after our opening choreography I knew we couldn't fail. So the musical went on and everything went almost perfect. After the ending, the audience clapped their hand for like six minutes straight and I was just... overwhelmed. The audience gave us so much strength I can't even describe it!

In the middle of the great battle against Akakabuto I saw Yoshihiro Takahashi in the front row. The creator of Ginga series. The world-famous Takahashi-sensei. After the show, he suprised us by visiting the backstage, telling us that he had cried and then he took many photos with us and shook our hands. It was such an honor.

Whole crew with Takahashi.

Many people asked why we only had one show and why we were in the small hall when there was a big one. We got loads of compliments and I haven't heard a single comment which was completely negative. And this was truly heartwarming: some little girls waited for an hour to get an autograph from our Gin.

During this time, from December to September, our group has overcame difficulties, made new friends and some even call us their "mental family". I started dating my very dear friend and I think all thanks go to this musical and Rewe. (I was always like "NOOOO I'm never gonna start dating him, we're good as friends" :D But things happened, hahaha! I'm glad.) But I bet we all are going to stick together, some more, some less, but still. Many things await us in the future and nobody can tear us apart, nobody can tear apart Hopeanuoli!musical! Auuuuu~

You can watch the whole musical on YouTube (Finnish only).

Avaan ikkunan

hengitän sisään maisemaa,

niin täydellistä, että pelottaa.

Pelkään että aika ajaa meidät erilleen.

Mitä sitten teen,

mitä sitten teen?

Eikä ajatella sitä kuka on kenenkin,

että meillä kaikilla on kotikin.

Toisilla on joku, joka siellä odottaa.

Nyt ei kukaan muista,

eikä tahdokaan.

Kiitos.