i saved earth etc

OH HELLOO IT'S BEEN LIKE 3 MONTHS, LOL

...I've been active on my tumblr, though. >> OBSCURE BINOCULARS

Sssooo what's hip and happening.

...too much I can't remember everything.

- Somebody gave me a compliment of my blog. She was from my school and a complete stranger and I was reaaally puzzled when she just randomly told me that she likes my blog. If you happen to read this, thank you a ton!

- Today was Earth Hour and I remembered spending last year's with my ex. I burned my hair. Has it really been that long? Anyway, my current bf promised to spend Earth Hour 2013 with me.

- My bf has to study and it drives me crazy and I turn into monster and asdsddfdfgsfasd dating is too hard, especially when there's 165km and his entrance exams so we can't really meet. And when we meet, it's practise time. I mean musical practise, so no alone cuddly-wuddly-time. (BTW, I got 259/299 points from my English final exam. Now I just wish YTL would give me Eximia Cum Laude, the second best grade one can get...)

- As I mentioned above, musical practises have started again! Soooo Gin! the musical is here to stay, yay ;D Another set of months filled with singing, dancing, frustration, achievements, money problems, sweat, smiley faces and love... and a lot of bears and dogs ! The show will include a lot of new stuff and it will take place in Kuopio's Animecon on July, 14th-15th.

- I'm addicted to My Little Pony, Friendship is Magic. At first I was like "OMG WHY DO THESE PONIES LOOK SO STUPID WHY ARE THEY POPULAR OMG." and then I was like "This is the greates thing ever." .....just go and watch it, it's nothing like the 80s episodes. Actually, watch the first two pilot episodes of My Little Pony from the 80s. They include sea ponies (SHOOBEDOO), weed and slavery. It's some deep shit.

- I'm in a D E S P E R A T E need of a summer job. I have to pay my rent and travel to Helsinki almost every weekend. And eat. I have money saved up and I'll get help from my family if I need but still, I have to get a job. I'll have an interview next week and I really, really have to invest in it. That job would be a dream come true and I needn't worry anymore. Just please, let me get a job after stressing myself like hell. Please.

Arrrr now I'm tired and frustrated so no photos or whatsoever. :'D

it can't hold me anymore

Helloooooo!

I turned 18 a week ago. 18! So I'm practically an adult! (YEA RIGHT LOL :----D) I had a big housewarming/birthday party thing and it was so much fun!

People say that it's not that big deal to turn 18. For some it will be because they can legally get alcohol, smokes etc. which I just find sad :'''DD But for me, my 18th brithday really was magical because somehow I dare to express myself more. It's really a big issue for me and I'm soooo happy and a bit reliefed as well.

But it's still funny that I'm 18.

SO I WILL DOOOO THIGN JUST BECAUSE I WAAAANTT TOOOOO AHAHAH so here's umm little something about this year, read it or not:

YEAR 2011

What was you summer 2011 like?

[x] wonderful.

[] bad.

[] gloomy.

[x] like a dream.

[x] successful.

[] kinda ok.

Has it been a hard year?

- Not at all! Best year in years :D

Did you have your heart broken?

- Nope! ...but I guess I broke one.

Have you been pissed off often?

- Yeah... xD

Did you have fun with your friends?

- A whole lotta fun!

Have you been pissed off for more than two days a row? - I guess not for that long. But two days, yes.
Have you laughed in a wrong situation? - ALWAYS!

Have you planned suicide? - Nope.
Have you been in love? - No. But I've been thinking about love and loving for more than ever.

Have you been happy for someone? - Yeah!
Have you been disappointed in someone? - Yes I have. But most myself.
Have you felt sad for someone? - I have. But I've been lacking this empathy stuff recently. :C
Have you made new friends? - No new friends this year. But buddies yeah, I guess : D
What are you looking forward to in next year? - The summer, upcoming LARPs : D And we might also do our musical again! And of course the end of the world.

Three things in 2011 you'll remember forever? - Hopeanuoli!musikaali, KiBi, turning 18! (that summarizes my year perfectly... ♥)
Do you think you'll get new friends next year? - Hopefully, but probably not. I'm always trying my best but it's a little complicated.

What would you wish for next year? - My relationship to go on ♥ And also for me to brighten up. And get over my laziness.

In 2011 I have...

[♥] chatted in MSN Messenger.

[♥] uploaded photos into some website.

[♥] registered in some website.

[♥] traveled by bus.

[] ...by plane.

[♥] ...by car.

[♥] ...by train.

[] ...by boat.

[] been abroad.

[] made prank calls.

[] ordered something from Internet.

[♥] downloaded something from Internet.

[♥] listened to music.

[♥] gone to movies.

[♥] watched movies.

[♥] watched certain TV series.

[♥] taken a piercing.

[] ...a tattoo.

[♥] had my hair colored.

[] changed my hairstyle drastically.

[] ...my clothing style.

[/ it's not only lovely celtic punk anymore!] ...my taste of music.

[♥] eaten cake.

[♥] gone to Hesburger.

[hopefully not, can't remember the beginning of the year...] ...to McDonald's

[♥] ...other fast food place.

[♥] ...grocery store.

[♥] ...clothing store.

[♥] ...any other store.

[♥] had a crush.

[] fallen in love.

[♥] got an expensive gift.

[] got an camera.

[/] ...TV.

[/] ...computer.

[] ...cell phone.

[♥] spoken to strangers.

[♥] seen an accident.

[] lost consciousness.

[♥] tripped.

[] slipped.

[] puked.

[♥] been sick.

[] been seriously ill.

[] broken something from my body.

[] visited a doctor.

[♥] ...a dentist.

[] been hospitalized.

[] been operated.

[♥] learned something new.

[♥] made a fool out of myself.

[♥] ...many times.

[♥] blushed.

[♥] been bored.

[♥] laughed.

[♥] ...by myself.

[♥] ...to bad jokes.

[♥] cried.

[♥] ...in front of others.

[♥] hated.

[♥] been afraid.

[] wished for somebody's death.

[♥] moved away from home.

[♥] had a brithday party.

[] ...a name day party.

[] attended a wedding.

[] ...christening.

[] changed school.

[♥] got less than 8 from an exam.

[♥] ...less than 6.

[] ...4.

[♥] ...over 8.

[] ...10.

[] fallen asleep at class.

[♥] made new buddies.

[] ...friends.

[/] fought with my friends.

[/] yelled at my friend(s).

[] cut connections with a friend.

[] ...a relative.

[probably?] ruined something.

[probably?] broke something.

[I've seen others setting fires by accident so many times this year... :'D] set a fire.

[] dialed 911.

[] ...by accident.

[] called the cops.

[] run away from the cops.

[] stolen something.

[] ...got caught doing it.

[♥] waited for Christmas.

[/] waited for New Year's.

[/] wished for this year to end.

Translating all that stuff was asdfgh :D

I don't have any nice photos or pictures to add. Boo hoo!

(THIS TEXT WAS SO BORING WITHOUT PICTURES! so here's one enjoy please click to enlarge thank you:)

Yess.

why don't you

cry for me?

notice

Hi to you who shall not pass!

Sneak peek! I'm knitting a scarf for my boyfriend. My goal is to knit 10cm per day and so far everything's going smoothly~ I had a little trouble getting things started because last time I knit was in elementary school (I think.), and that's almost six years ago.

I finally managed to pull myself together and decorate my calendar! "Elontahti" means "The Rate of Life". I just wanted to be more... "creative" and use some nice words instead of just plain "calendar".



I painted the cover for Elontahti black and smudged my floor. So uhm, I started writing random words because I felt like it. Thank God I wiped it away pretty soon, otherwise it would've stuck there :'D (I didn't clean up my desk in time and now it has ink stains... And the desk is not mine =_=;;)

My boyfriend and his friends are amazing. The princess of Sweden, Victoria, and her husband Daniel visited Finland this week. My bf and his friends had composed a song about Daniel quite some time ago and they played it to the royals - twice. The second time made it to the publicity and a couple of internet magazines wrote little articles of them. Vickan and Daniel seemed to like them a lot :D

Here's a link to the video.

ps. Our Pack started a website/blog about our musical and other stuff, feel free to read it ! http://hopeanuolimusikaali.wordpress.com/

mitä jos ei usko mihinkään,
saako silti hengittää

ja otsaasi hellästi silittää?

leaves like butterflies

Hi!

It's funny. At the same time I feel like I don't do anything or I don't have any projects but when I stop to think about it I have lots of stuff to do. I also have my two little autumn traditions... : D

This autumn

- I'll draw autumn the third (can't wait ! : D)

- I'll do my "Poetess' October 2011"- diary. (last year I did it only halfway, this year I'll try making it the best so far. (I've done this since 2009.)) Basically I write a poem each day about daily happenings for the whole October. This year I may want to illustrate it as well. I came up with this idea myself but later heard that other people have done this before. Oh well.

- I'll watch a whole anime series from the beginning to the end! I sit in front of the computer but rarely finish any series. This year I've managed to watch Kaiji and Ginga: Nagareboshi Gin. I have three episodes left of Ika Musume (season 1) and today I started watching Star Driver since my friends talked about it. Me & KiBi are also planning to watch Ginga Densetsu Weed together. I also need to watch Hanasaku Iroha!! I like it but I forgot to watch it every week so I'm faaar behind with the episodes.

- THIS WEEKEND! I'll spend it with my lovely pack of dogs ♥ Our musical group (well, some of it) will get together and watch lots of musicals ^^ (Moulin Rouge for example... Even though I don't care about it much.) Also, we have to talk about certain things ; D

Some of our brave dogs. Please click to enlarge! ♥ Photo (c) Emilia Lahtinen

- AND NEXT WEEK! ...I'll finally see my boyfriend... I've been melancholic because I miss him. KiBi ♥ ; _ ;

- And I'm part of a roleplaying campaign each Friday!

- I have a larp in three weeks... Can't wait for more info!

- And and and and I have at least three theatre projects in school plus one which I am planning. : D

Oh. So much to do. : D I have to finnish Watership Down as well... I still love the book even though I've only read half of it : D I ALSO HAVE TO DRAW MORE, RAAAAAR. (Instead of only complaining about it, I should just shut my computer and draw.)

Random pieces from my drawing diary for school. Some of them made with heart, others... Well... :'D

I love all kinds of projects more than anything, but I tend to lose heart at times and feel like I can't do anything. I try my best to keep a smiley face!

Ikävä synnyttää runon

johon haluaisin kietoa

syksyn ja sen lehdet.

ps. If you're interested in reading about our musical's behind-the-scenes problems, please read this. (Sorry, Finnish only.)

smother

How do you do.

I baked cinnamon buns today! 40 total, but only 39 survived 'til the end. Today was such and grey and miserable day. I was feeling down and I thought that I could bake... Yeah.

Also, I went through some photos JiiBee took from our musical. It made me feel so much better.

Random dance after the actual show. We ♥ Kokoro no Kiba!

Father & son moment with crazy huskys : D

Partying in Hokkaido-style!

Well, that's about it for today.

Olen taas kattanut lautaset kahdelle huvikseen vaan,

vaikka tiedän, että kolmeen viikkoon et oo kotonakaan

life is musical

It's over.

Yet I don't feel like it's over. Our musical I mean. Our long-term project, Hopeanuoli!musikaali. (Ginga: Nagareboshi Gin!musical/Silver Fang!musical).

Last Friday everything was a complete mess. Our microphones didn't work, we had problems with lights and timing the music, the head of our Akakabuto kept on dropping, the cardboard bears were unfinished... To cut a long stroy short: we didn't have a decent, complete dress rehearsal.

So, on Saturday afternoon we tried the cardboard bear battle, we didn't have time to go through the whole musical. I sewed the head of Akakabuto with our Wilson and we didn't have time to test it on stage.

Then the workers let the audience in. I had checked before, there was quite a line behind those doors. After the show I heard that every seat was taken, the VIP balcony was full, people were even standing there and in the end of the rows, some even sat on the stairs even though it was forbidden and still, over 50 people (some say over hundred, some even more...) couldn't get in.

When it started I was nervous. Nervous if the audience would like the musical or not. But when they clapped hands after our opening choreography I knew we couldn't fail. So the musical went on and everything went almost perfect. After the ending, the audience clapped their hand for like six minutes straight and I was just... overwhelmed. The audience gave us so much strength I can't even describe it!

In the middle of the great battle against Akakabuto I saw Yoshihiro Takahashi in the front row. The creator of Ginga series. The world-famous Takahashi-sensei. After the show, he suprised us by visiting the backstage, telling us that he had cried and then he took many photos with us and shook our hands. It was such an honor.

Whole crew with Takahashi.

Many people asked why we only had one show and why we were in the small hall when there was a big one. We got loads of compliments and I haven't heard a single comment which was completely negative. And this was truly heartwarming: some little girls waited for an hour to get an autograph from our Gin.

During this time, from December to September, our group has overcame difficulties, made new friends and some even call us their "mental family". I started dating my very dear friend and I think all thanks go to this musical and Rewe. (I was always like "NOOOO I'm never gonna start dating him, we're good as friends" :D But things happened, hahaha! I'm glad.) But I bet we all are going to stick together, some more, some less, but still. Many things await us in the future and nobody can tear us apart, nobody can tear apart Hopeanuoli!musical! Auuuuu~

You can watch the whole musical on YouTube (Finnish only).

Avaan ikkunan

hengitän sisään maisemaa,

niin täydellistä, että pelottaa.

Pelkään että aika ajaa meidät erilleen.

Mitä sitten teen,

mitä sitten teen?

Eikä ajatella sitä kuka on kenenkin,

että meillä kaikilla on kotikin.

Toisilla on joku, joka siellä odottaa.

Nyt ei kukaan muista,

eikä tahdokaan.

Kiitos.

boil our blood

Hiyaa!

I have to tell you.. I have to tell you! I started reading Watership Down! ...since I've heard that the book actually is good. And so far it has been interesting. I just try to overcome my ultimate fear of the movie... :'D

The Flogging Molly gig was awesome! I had so much fun! All of the seven members brought us a brilliant, energetic gig... I'll probably share my thoughts later when I can upload my low-quality videos and photos :'D

And for the first time, I've been blog-tagged! :'D

"There are six things you have to tell. 3 negative and 3 positive, and be honest about them. In the end, tag six blogs and link the blog who tagged you.

Three negative things you have to tell.
1. Your least favourite cosplay and why. 2.Your worst experience at con. 3.Your worst con and why.

Three positive things you have to tell.
1. Your favourite cosplay and why. 2. Your best experience at con. 3. Your best con and why."

1. Your least favourite cosplay and why.

The photo tells it all:

2. Your worst experience at con.

I've never really had bad experiences. Sometimes being in con has been boring, sometimes I've had headache. Maybe the feeling after an all-nighter at Desucon :'D Or when I was playing with a toy gun at Nekocon 2008 and got scolded. Bwah.

3. Your worst con and why.

Well, I won't count Manga Day as con. Agh, this is a hard one. It's either Nekocon 2008 or Tsukicon 2008. Nekocon was boring boring boring and expensive, Tsukicon was way way WAY too crowded and full of wannabes. Sorry for being rude but it was like that back then. I don't know the current state since it's not that fashionable to like all this japanese stuff anymore.

1. Your favourite cosplay and why.
It has to be this:

I love Clannad, I love Kotomi and this one was done carefully. And my wig wasn't half-bad. I used this at Bakacon 2010 and I just have to use this again!

2. Your best experience at con.
I have way too many good experiences!! Like in the 2006 when I had so much fun with Rewe and the rest of the crew or in Bakacon 2009 where me and KiBi (we were getting to know each other then, heh.) competed in Iron Ganguro and spent a lot of time in Desuroom watching Mikan Seijin-Hour and laughed our asses off. Or in the following con, the first Desucon where we watched Kimagure Orange Road dubbed in Finnish... Or the night in Desucon 2011 where he asked me to be his girlfriend. ♥ And I bet our GNG!musical will be one of the best con experiences as well :D

3. Your best con and why.

I think I just have to say Desucon 2009. All the crazy randomness me and KiBi did... was just... I dunno. Unforgettable.

I have to tell you, I haven't been cosplaying since 2010. I have no money and no sewing machine for example :'D I'd like to cosplay more but hrmm. Maybe in the future!

I WON'T TAG ANYBODY MUAHAHAHA.
But here's the link to Viv's blog.♥

shit happens when you party naked

but we won't stop.

let life crystallize

We'll be broke but never broken,

let us laugh until we cry

HI.

The quote is taken from a lovely song called A Prayer For Me In Silence.

I know it's been a month since I last posted anything but my summer has been loaded full so I really haven't had the chance to just sit back and relax.

So... What has been hip and happening?

I had my first summer job.

I've been away from home every single weekend. Thanks to our lovely Hopeanuoli!musikaali (GNG!musical) practises + Desucon, Animecon & Ropecon. Actually, I was away for 10 days because first I went to Ropecon and then we had a whole week of practising. BY THE WAY the show is on September 3rd, 5PM at Tracon (in pieni sali, Tampere-talo, Tampere). I know I've wasted hundreds of euros on just one show but... But I think its worth it. The whole musical project has been a wonderful experience. Now we just want to have a huge audience, of course! ; D

I got myself a lovely boyfriend whom I actually miss right now. I wish I could just hug him ; - ;

I MOVED AWAY FROM HOME. This is going to be heck interesting... I share this apartment with my friend and... Yeah. It's going to be interesting. We have for example went for a night swim and there were a lot of bats hunting for insects. And we have a mannequin in the corridor who has chlamydia and we are growing a tomato named "Detective Over-Difficult" :'D

When we combine some of the letters of our names it makes "Pina", but we add an extra "i" to form "Piina", pain. So welcome to Piinan pesä, the Nest of Pain! I made this label and now it embellishes our front door :'D

School starts again on Wednesday, hmm.

FLOGGING MOLLY IN 4 FUCKING DAYS !! I CAN'T BELIEVE IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT~ My all-time favorite... And I'm finally gonna see them play live! I bet I'm going to enjoy it more than chocolate! And that's a lot!

Now I just want to create. I want to draw. Dream. Overcome the fear of failing. Just let my brush play with colors.

...I somehow missed the summer nights I love so much. It's the start of August, but the summer is slowly turning into autumn. Autumn is my favourite season. I always feel so inspired I almost can't take it. I can't wait to draw "Autumn the Third". (the first & the second)

I want to shout.

Spread my arms and welcome the autumn breeze like an old friend

returning from the sea.

when kicked out

***

midsummer

space invaders

a moment

Hey!

1/4 of my summer job, DONE! I'm more than happy. The work is pretty nice and the days go by fast enough...

Desucon takes place in Lahti this weekend. It's going to be... Veeeeeery interesting, I tell you. And I have to get my accessories done for the artist alley... Aaaagh... The only problem is the lack of inspiration! I need inspiration and I need it quick.

Here's me and pizza. From our GNG musical practises. We've done progress but we need to hurry a little to get it done in time. In my opinion. :'D Photo taken by Rewe!



We've known each other for so long

Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know what's been going on

We know the game and we're gonna play it

And if you ask me how I'm feeling
Don't tell me you're too blind to see

...it just suits the situation too well.

here i go !

The beginning of my very first summer job at the home for the aged.

---

Confusion paves my way towards the light.

Paranoia smothers me just one step away from...

King tells me not to bury the voice that's not yet spoken.

And I won't,

but Paranoia holds my left hand,

yanking me backwards,

while my right fingertips are almost touching

the light of Confusion.

Forgive me for dreaming it's all I have left

Hey! ♥

So much has been happening over the past few days... :'D

♥♥♥ FIRST OF ALL ♥♥♥

MY SCHOOL MADE IT!! TYK WON THE FIRST STAGE EVER!! These guys earned it!! I'm sooooo happy. It's good to be a TYKer!! (lol, I made a new English word...)

Anyway guys what's uuuuuup? Last weekend we were yet again working & eating hard on our GNG!musical practises. 8) I had a blast, thanks my dear friends ♥

We went & made sushi. I'm so happy that I managed to stick a grain of rice to my cheeeeek!

We also played with fridge magnets :'D The last one says: "Don't you go youngster, there's an insane girl between us, the autumn hesitates to wake up, secretly." I'M SO POETIC HAHAHA :D

Then our school had this outdoors event to celebrate the end of the schoolyear. We had a bubble party, can you imagine? :'D Also improvisation theatre and bands playing on the roof 8)

It's a poor picture but my friend got scars after running to a tightrope which was meant for -obviously- tightrope walking.

And KiBi, if you ever read this, this one's for you:

Today we had a picnic party which will be one of the last things our group can do together for a while, since lots of people are graduating...

AND YES I WENT & BOUGHT THE SPEEEEEEED OF DARKNEEEEEES BY FLOGGING MOLLY! ♥



The songs are:

Speed of Darkness

I LOVE HOW IT STARTS! One of my absolute favourite song intros. (My fav is Streetlight Manifesto's We Will Fall Together ♥) Also, a pretty good song overall ^^

Revolution
I was kind of hoping that a song called "Revolution" would've had a lot of power but well, it sounds almost happy but has a serious message.

The Heart of the Sea
Well this song really takes you to the dark, misty sea... I kind of like this song because of it's atmosphere.

Don't Shut 'Em Down

The first single of this album, yupyup. Well... Kind of a nice song. ... .. :'D Different from the usual Molly style. I love the bass by the way.

The Power's Out
I love this song for the energy it unleashes towards the end but the rest is kind of blah. But the blah also needs to be listened so the nice ending has a meaning (: (Do not ask what I'm trying to explain... x'D)

So Sail On

An ordinary calm Flogging Molly song I'd say.

Saints & Sinners
I kind of like this song. Nothing more to say. But I kind of like it. xD

The Present State of Grace
A song that I don't care for much. :'D A bit boring perhaps...

The Cradle of Humankind
It's refreshing to hear piano in FM songs (: But I'm not much of a fan of slow songs... But this is a nice one and somehow reminds me of... of a song which name I can't remember.

Oliver Boy (All of Our Boys)
I have to say that this is one of my favourites from this album and not because of the Oliver in the name! (Oliver is my favourite name ever x3) This is the one that'll get stuck in your head.

A Prayer For Me in Silence
Every time I listen to this I just think "Awww Reagan and King singing together". x'D A calm, under-2-minutes song.

Rise Up
A nice ending for a nice album, but a little forgettable... : /

Overall I liked this album after first listening more than I liked Float after first listening. (Now I'd say that Float is my 2nd favourite of FM albums. I think Within a Mile of Home will always be my favourite one. :') ♥) It's a bit different from the safe, usual Molly style while not being different at all. It's funny. :D

So umm yeah~! What a long post. I'll give cookie to everyone who reads this completely!



It's such a hard thing,
to keep myself together.

requiem

Sometimes when I just can't cope
I cling to a desperate hope

HA. Now I've done something I hate. An angst post. Enjoy! (It was waaaay more awful... :'D)

pieces of me, my life

Yep, went to Bakacon 2011 at Pieksämäki and had lots of fun ♥

Yep, went to see Stage live. Our school is in the semi-finals! ♥

Yep, went to my American friend's American Boxed Food Party. I can't believe they really eat this stuff... :'D I mean, it's all artificiaaaaal... SO FAKEEE XD This photo includes: Nutty Bars, raspberry (I...think?) Jell-O, Jell-O pudding, brownies, Moist Supreme cake & frosting, marshmallows, two different Kool Aids, blueberry muffins, Rice Crispies and Mac&Cheese. And we had also Tuna Helper. For example that blueberry muffin-package said "Imitation blueberries, artificial taste" oh God... And my friend claimed this all to be "pretty healthy" :D

Yep, went & baked muffins. REAL blueberry muffins. With white chocolate. And uhm... To be honest I've never made better ones so I'm pretty darn happy. (:

Get yourself a bouncy feeling!

happiness

Either:
1) Something super bad is going to happen.
2) Karma is paying back her old debts.

...because I am happy. I mean... I just... There's nothing wrong. Everything is perfect and beyond! The whole world just shines before me. Too good things happen to me... But I deserve this feeling. I do.

No, I'm not high. I'm just... Filled with this cozy feeling of happiness. Can you imagine it? The feeling when you're bubbling inside because everything is going perfectly. This may not last long but... I enjoy it with every cell of mine!! ♥

I do have reasons:
- Bakacon and all the great people I met and got to know and all and all and all and all!! AND YOU TOO ♥
- Hopeanuoli!musikaali (GNG!musical)... This one holds a story actually. I enjoy our practices A LOT. But to top it all... The original creator of Ginga Nagareboshi Gin is the quest of honor in Tracon where we are going to perform. It's... It's such an honor. And we ended up in the same event by coincidence!! WE ARE GOING TO PERFORM TO THE WORLD FAMOUS MANGAKA WITH HIS OWN PIECE OF WORK. OH MY FUCKING GOD !!!!!!! ♥

- Finland won the ice hockey world championshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip!!! ♥
- I got my larp profile and bought some of the props already (:
- This one might seem a small one but... I bough a paintbrush today! It's super thin, 0. I love it and want to give it a try but I don't have the inspiration yet. And I found old watercolours so I want to try them and and and I bought more water colour paper sososo I really want to give a try to it too andandand!!!
- I'm going to watch Stage live at Helsinki on Wednesday! Our school is still in the competition!! ♥

HHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

But no photos this time. AHAHA I AM LAZZZZYYYYYYY.

But then I also have some more serious chit-chat :'D

There's a thing that has been bugging me for a while now. I'm a computer addict, REALLY! Oh my God. I spent way too much time in front of the computer. And then I whine about how I am not good at anything. A while ago I began to think how much free time I would have if I didn't use computer at all. And if I had used that time well I would be good at drawing. I would. Be. Good. So I decided to free my Wednesdays! This little experiment sounds so good... I can bake, read, draw, draw, draw, watch movies I haven't watched, come up with good LARP ideas, EVEN GO JOGGING LOL and maybe finally start planning the children's book that has been on my mind for a while now. And when I have my violin I could practise andandand~ So, byebye computer (for one day of the week, lol.) I'll also decrease my usage of the computer in the other days of the week as well. Tried it today, it's hard. So this is going to be so helpful for me.

UNTIL NEXT TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ ♥

i'm the sweetest mistake of your life

Hi darlings! ♥

Too few people know about this lovely Finnish artist, Heli Kajo. I get chills from some of her songs and I don't get chills easily, I tell you! I like almost all of her songs. They have nice France-like atmosphere to them and the lyrics are so... honest that it's just too sweet. I like:

♥ Sebastian
♥ Jos mä oisin tyttö/If I Was a Girl
♥ Elämäsi suloisin virhe/The Sweetest Mistake of Your Life
♥ Juhlat/Party
♥ Annankadun kulmassa/In the Corner of Annankatu Street
♥ Perhonen/Butterfly (the most beautiful of them all!)
♥ Ranskis/Frenchman
... to name a few!!

Anyway you should give her a try! I've been waiting for her first album for like... a year or so x'D

ps! I got my 3rd babies ex tempore a couple of days ago !! ♥

that's me

Hello you all!

I've been.. a bit lazy updating this but whatever! My life, my blog, my laziness xD
I was selling Vappu balloons for 11 hours in both Saturday and Sunday. Ugh, it was a shitty job but hey, money talks. Now I have money to travel to our Ginga Nagareboshi Gin musical practises ♥

Some big things are happening.

Sorry, no photos today! But a boring meaningless update : D

This
is something I forbade from myself.

Maybe I subconsciously knew
that this would be a breaking point.
The first signs.

This is exciting.
In a good way

and the other.

But as always,

uncertainty lives.

jewel junkie

Today I went to Silmiriemun putiikki with my sister. She was supposed to give a helping hand there but in the end, there weren't much to do...

Silmiriemun putiikki has lots of vintage clothes and lots and lots of funny and beautiful accessories. You can also make your own rings, earrings etc. There is lots to see so please pay a visit! (I use the word "lots" ... a lot :'D)

I look short :'D (I'm 170+cm...)

I made this ring ^^

The friend of our mother gave me and my sister both beautiful rosaries : D The only condition was to help her in her future projects such as fashion shows for old clothes :) Last time we helped her was like 11 years ago as little childs :D

I made my first fishtail-braid today. It's a little messy after the day but so what... :'D I'm happy that it was such a simple thing to learn~

News about Preciousness! I'm making rings and earrings (gosh, I'm so gonna fail :D), doing prints for cloth bags and drawing little pictures for Desucon's artist alley. I'm sharing the table with Rewe (who will make cute yet odd plushies) and KiBi (who's making something awesome) and we might also have other products made by our Ginga Nagareboshi Gin musical group. Please pay us a visit! ♥ Our table number's 19.

ps.! http://www.silmiriemu.com/ (at first I kind of got scared of that webpage but the place was really nice (: )