happiness

Either:
1) Something super bad is going to happen.
2) Karma is paying back her old debts.

...because I am happy. I mean... I just... There's nothing wrong. Everything is perfect and beyond! The whole world just shines before me. Too good things happen to me... But I deserve this feeling. I do.

No, I'm not high. I'm just... Filled with this cozy feeling of happiness. Can you imagine it? The feeling when you're bubbling inside because everything is going perfectly. This may not last long but... I enjoy it with every cell of mine!! ♥

I do have reasons:
- Bakacon and all the great people I met and got to know and all and all and all and all!! AND YOU TOO ♥
- Hopeanuoli!musikaali (GNG!musical)... This one holds a story actually. I enjoy our practices A LOT. But to top it all... The original creator of Ginga Nagareboshi Gin is the quest of honor in Tracon where we are going to perform. It's... It's such an honor. And we ended up in the same event by coincidence!! WE ARE GOING TO PERFORM TO THE WORLD FAMOUS MANGAKA WITH HIS OWN PIECE OF WORK. OH MY FUCKING GOD !!!!!!! ♥

- Finland won the ice hockey world championshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip!!! ♥
- I got my larp profile and bought some of the props already (:
- This one might seem a small one but... I bough a paintbrush today! It's super thin, 0. I love it and want to give it a try but I don't have the inspiration yet. And I found old watercolours so I want to try them and and and I bought more water colour paper sososo I really want to give a try to it too andandand!!!
- I'm going to watch Stage live at Helsinki on Wednesday! Our school is still in the competition!! ♥

HHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

But no photos this time. AHAHA I AM LAZZZZYYYYYYY.

But then I also have some more serious chit-chat :'D

There's a thing that has been bugging me for a while now. I'm a computer addict, REALLY! Oh my God. I spent way too much time in front of the computer. And then I whine about how I am not good at anything. A while ago I began to think how much free time I would have if I didn't use computer at all. And if I had used that time well I would be good at drawing. I would. Be. Good. So I decided to free my Wednesdays! This little experiment sounds so good... I can bake, read, draw, draw, draw, watch movies I haven't watched, come up with good LARP ideas, EVEN GO JOGGING LOL and maybe finally start planning the children's book that has been on my mind for a while now. And when I have my violin I could practise andandand~ So, byebye computer (for one day of the week, lol.) I'll also decrease my usage of the computer in the other days of the week as well. Tried it today, it's hard. So this is going to be so helpful for me.

UNTIL NEXT TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ ♥

i'm the sweetest mistake of your life

Hi darlings! ♥

Too few people know about this lovely Finnish artist, Heli Kajo. I get chills from some of her songs and I don't get chills easily, I tell you! I like almost all of her songs. They have nice France-like atmosphere to them and the lyrics are so... honest that it's just too sweet. I like:

♥ Sebastian
♥ Jos mä oisin tyttö/If I Was a Girl
♥ Elämäsi suloisin virhe/The Sweetest Mistake of Your Life
♥ Juhlat/Party
♥ Annankadun kulmassa/In the Corner of Annankatu Street
♥ Perhonen/Butterfly (the most beautiful of them all!)
♥ Ranskis/Frenchman
... to name a few!!

Anyway you should give her a try! I've been waiting for her first album for like... a year or so x'D

ps! I got my 3rd babies ex tempore a couple of days ago !! ♥

that's me

Hello you all!

I've been.. a bit lazy updating this but whatever! My life, my blog, my laziness xD
I was selling Vappu balloons for 11 hours in both Saturday and Sunday. Ugh, it was a shitty job but hey, money talks. Now I have money to travel to our Ginga Nagareboshi Gin musical practises ♥

Some big things are happening.

Sorry, no photos today! But a boring meaningless update : D

This
is something I forbade from myself.

Maybe I subconsciously knew
that this would be a breaking point.
The first signs.

This is exciting.
In a good way

and the other.

But as always,

uncertainty lives.

jewel junkie

Today I went to Silmiriemun putiikki with my sister. She was supposed to give a helping hand there but in the end, there weren't much to do...

Silmiriemun putiikki has lots of vintage clothes and lots and lots of funny and beautiful accessories. You can also make your own rings, earrings etc. There is lots to see so please pay a visit! (I use the word "lots" ... a lot :'D)

I look short :'D (I'm 170+cm...)

I made this ring ^^

The friend of our mother gave me and my sister both beautiful rosaries : D The only condition was to help her in her future projects such as fashion shows for old clothes :) Last time we helped her was like 11 years ago as little childs :D

I made my first fishtail-braid today. It's a little messy after the day but so what... :'D I'm happy that it was such a simple thing to learn~

News about Preciousness! I'm making rings and earrings (gosh, I'm so gonna fail :D), doing prints for cloth bags and drawing little pictures for Desucon's artist alley. I'm sharing the table with Rewe (who will make cute yet odd plushies) and KiBi (who's making something awesome) and we might also have other products made by our Ginga Nagareboshi Gin musical group. Please pay us a visit! ♥ Our table number's 19.

ps.! http://www.silmiriemu.com/ (at first I kind of got scared of that webpage but the place was really nice (: )

précieux

Helloo from the Precious world of mine!

I'm thinking of starting a little business of my own... I want to design prints for shirts and do little accessories and stuff : D I have noooo idea if it is legal just to sell my own products or do I need some kind of permission or something but... I want to do it :3 Soon all of you can be Precious! (There's a difference of being precious and Precious... Of course you all are already precious ;D)

By the way, have you ever wondered why I named my blog "i am precious"? Because I like myself? Because I am arrogant? Because I just happened to figure it out? Nope. It's because everytime you speak of my blog, you have to say "i am precious", you have to say that you're precious. That's why. And if I launch my own collection of all nice little things such as shirts and accessories people can carry their preciousness everywhere through Preciousness.

I'm in a good mood since I feel creative but I should be studying so it brings me down a little. Tee hee!

What a precious post. Love you!

sorrow & relief

Once a sign of liking, yet always the symbol of goodbye, today I got to sing "God Willing" by Dropkick Murphys.

Note to future boyfriends/girlfriends: I'm difficult to handle. I honor him.

not me

First: I've had a bad day. It calls for internet whining!! YAAAAAAAY WE ALL LOVE PEOPLE WHO ANGST ON THE INTERNETS, DON'T WE?!

I'd just like to escape my own thoughts. But it's impossible and it feels horrible. I'm stuck inside of my head. It's a cage one can't break out of.

I feel like they don't need me now. No place for me. Not for now.

My head's a big mess. It hurts hurts hurts. Oi, medicine. My guilty pleasure.

Sometimes I feel like I'm no human at all. I think I don't behave like the others. Maybe I'm a robot. Or a species of my own.

I'm violent. I'm impulsive. I'm childish. They don't even know me.

I just wish I had a switch I could turn off. My mind would go all blank and I could be in peace for a moment. All black and silent... No pain, there's nothing. Just wonderful silence and peace of mind.

I want to live. I want to lay on the springlike, bare ground. And just inhale.... exhale.

Oh man, I can't even describe how I feel right now. So, end of story.